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Hello, My Name is Alexandria and I am 23. When I was 14 I was diagnosed with anxiety, depression, suicidal, and deal with panic attacks. I've been having a hard time growing up dealing with this. I've been to the hospital 3 times due to trying to successfully try to kill myself. I have so many scars on my body when I use to self-harm myself. I've lost a lot of friends due to my situations threw out my years. I've been on a lot of meds trying to help control my anxiety and depression but still haven't found the right type of meds. I had to lose my job at the end of December because my anxiety and depression would be so bad to the point I have to call in, my old supervisor, you harass me about the problem in dealing with and just be a straight butt to me and always saying terrible thing to me and just acts like I'm doing this for attention. I'm having a really hard time trying to keep myself alive but I am strongly hanging in there. Stuff that makes me happy: 1: my dog 2: My friends that I still have 3: Art 4: Creating Stuff 5: My online family 6: Video games 7: Movies 8: Music 9: Reading 10: My alone time 11: Making new friends