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Hello! It's been a while since I've been active in this place ;;;; Finally after a long time, I'm trying to return, and not only here, also to the rest of my social networks.
I've been working for several years just to pay for medicines and doctors, which also ended up affecting my mental health. This has made me feel like a failed artist many times, I've even thought about quitting. But hey, I can't be so hard on myself, literally this year I had two surgeries, one to fix the previous one that didn't go well, an emergency visit to the hospital, and it was the first time I experienced what it's like to visit a psychiatrist, taking antidepressants and their side effects. With this I'm not trying to give pity or gain something with it, but there are people who don't understand why I usually disappear for so long, why I don't take orders more often, or why I don't respond to messages. I know sometimes I seem like an unpleasant person, but actually I'm just depressed and sick nfkjds.
I'm about to complete 3 months without medication, and without visiting the doctor, so I think it's a good time to finish pending and return to certain activities haha
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I'm so sorry that you've been going through all of this and have been carrying such a heavy weight on your shoulders. I am happy you're trying to come back, but please remember to take care of yourself and take things as slow as you need to.
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Don't let other's opinion affect you and definitely don't overthink it. Your health is most important and I'm sure your closest friends know how you really are Good luck on the art, just give it time!
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