I can be described by the following story.
>open new shop
>say you won't abandon this one
>convince yourself that you will be on top of it
>shop is doing well for awhile
>something happens irl
>you take a hiatus so you can take care of it
>problem is solved
>2 months pass by
>"Hey, didn't I have a shop on ArtHaven?"
>check on shop
>shop deleted due to inactivity
>wonder why you can't seem to hold a shop down for a year
>"Oh well, I'll open a shop when I get better examples!"
>"OK! I'm going to open a new shop. I can't wait, this time will be better!"