ChocolateTentacles

My name is Posi But my real name is Ariel I've been suffering with anxiety, panic attacks and depression since elementary school It didn't start getting worse until last year. I've been doing what I can to stay positive for the most part But since I quit my last job from my mental breakdown, finding a new job has been a lot harder than usual I cry and get scared a lot. Everything happens in bursts and I've been smoking to control my emotions better this whole time Sadly, I even was suppose to be baptized today but my anxiety and depression got the best of me that I didn't even go Bills are piling up and my bf just got his car towed and sent to the impound and we can't afford to get it out. Lol my life is seriously spiraling out of control and I don't know what to do but cry. If it wasn't for my bf and the gasr community, I would be in a much darker place. So both the gasr community and my bf are the main things that make me happy right now.