McDolly

Hello, my name’s Jee and I have depression, panic attacks and anxiety. I never thought of having depression until this year, I never imagine myself inflicting self harm and have suicidal thoughts since growing up I’ve been pretty cheerful until this year. My Depression manifested itself last January, I started to decline eating and my weight dropped and I also have several mood swings, I always cry myself to sleep and I keep asking myself why is this happening? Nobody/nothing hurt me? Or is it? And since then I always have this urge to cut my wrist, I have stopped cutting my wrist last month and now the scars are healed but it’s still there but just like blur lines. I also have anxiety and panic attacks and what pains me the most is that my anxiety gets mistaken by my guardians as being dependent to them or being lazy. But now I’m trying my best to get back to my feet and that is all thanks to my friend who is always my ears even tho she don’t know how to respond but she always make sure that she will always listen to me.