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Hey there! I'm quickly writing this post for my current customers and future customers and anybody who's interested in me, so they know what's up with me and understand why there might be delay with replies and such.
My private situation hasn't always been the most stable but I always managed to keep fighting and get myself out of it. But at the moment I'm completely put through. Some terribly unbelievable events that happened last weekend have been the critical blow and drained me completely emotionally. There's so much going on and I've been enduring so much that it ended up with me breathing heavily with random bursts of tears last Thursday. I've spoken with close friends and family about it, and most likely if it wasn't for them I might not be as clear as I am feeling right now. So do not worry I'm not alone, I only feel responsible to refer anybody who cares for me about my situation.
Art is the thread of life that keeps me running, so I'm not going away from GASR any time soon. I'm just taking things on my own pace a little bit more.
I don't necessarily need any replies, just remembering there's people who think about me is already enough to keep me going.
We're all social creatures that sometimes need to vent a little bit, and I can't suggest anybody enough to also keep sharing what's on your brain and heart. Problems are only problems when we make them so. And there never is a reason for us to be ashamed about what we're going through.
Thanks for reading, I'm pretty sure that writing this will already help me create some space in my head.
Cheers!
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Ma b0i Galyn! I didn't paint such a big piece in very long and am so happy to be back at it.
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https://multistre.am/cap_serum/kingmartinus/layout4/
Going live with Cap! Will be doing ugly doodles, maybe some premade painting and some BDO grinding later.
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Back to back chillstream with Capsule!
https://multistre.am/cap_serum/kingmartinus/layout4/
Streaming alongside Capsule tonight, drop her a follow so you won't miss out on any of her lovely artsessions! I will be chilling mostly working on some portraits, and I don't know how long I'll be on!
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^ I shall take a pic of it sometime soon. Looks so fancy.
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Hello peeps! My name is Martinus. I aspire to become a concept artist and have been introduced to the GASR forum by a friend. Things to know about me? Here comes a list with thingies if yer interest'd. 1. I'm in a relationship with chocolate even though I shouldn't be as I'm diabetic. (type 1, for almost 7,5 years now.) 2. I like my drinks to have goldflakes in them. They make me feel funny, somehow. 3. My most favourite artists of this moment would be Mariah Carey and Two Steps From Hell, specifically Thomas Bergersen regarding the TSFH duo. 4. For a long time I've been working on worldbuilding for a story featuring OC's based on myself. It's working title is Heavy Wings and I printed a booklet for it as part of my graduation project. 5. I'm a pretty social person capable of a lot of small talk, but do tend to keep my guard up and treasure the times spend on my own. 6. Living in The Netherlands, The Hague. I'm a dude. 21 Years young. Bisexual. Though it tends to be more of a strange, dynamic thing. 7. I play Black Desert Online almost as a part time job. Next to this I also used to make a lot of assets, paint a lot of textures and do leveldesign for the Tomb Raider Level Editor community. Other games I love are Kingdom Hearts, NieR / Drakengard series and high fantasy games like TERA and games from Final Fantasy series. 8. I love high heels/sneakers, makeup, jewelry, tattoos and hair. I also like fur, but hate that animals are killed for it (Animal lover here.) Also don't have the nuts yet to wear any myself honestly. 9. One of my daily practices in art is human anatomy and human faces. I just love the contrast of curvy feminine shapes and chiseled masculine muscle. The body is just beautiful in many more ways than one. 10. I'm kind of a dreamy person. When I listen to music I Close My Eyes and tend to drift away to a place far away from here. Thank you for reading and looking forward to seeing you around!
