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GUESS WHO'S BACK AFTER A VERY SHORT PERIOD OF TIME BECAUSE SHE FOUND THE RIGHT
VITAMINS AND NOW SHE FEELS LIKE A HUMAN AGAIN.
IT'S YA GURL, JURNS.
So apparently I was really deficient in the vitamins B6 & B12. (and also vitamin D and Folate)
(I finally got a blood test done. I hate needles, so I avoided it for months)
I've been taking the (really high dose) supplements for a week now and I feel like there has been a huge improvement
in my depressive episodes and dissociation.
I still feel a bit numb and over-all just a little sad, but I no longer feel like a zombie.
Time is also going by slowly, which is a GREAT thing because that means I'm not dissociating as much.
(I tend to dissociate for hours at a time, and it makes me feel like time is skipping and going by fast)
I'm going to freshen up and revamp my premade store!
and I'm going to change my username!
I feel like I want things to be fresh and new, so that's what I'll do!
and I SWEAR I will keep up with my vitamins, so I won't get sick again.
my bf makes me take my vitamins and medications every night before bed.
so dont worry.
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@Arianna Thank you!! Me too!! It might sound silly, but I really didn't think a lack of vitamins could make me feel so horrible!!
@Ash Thank you :D it really does make a big difference!
@Lunna Thanks hun! and I know right lol I wish I could honestly just fresh start everything in my life xD
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goodbye, or see you later?
I wanted to write out everything and explain some things,
but I decided it's best to get to the point.
I will no longer be on GASR after January.
I've worked really hard to become a better artist,
but I don't feel like this is working for me anymore.
Art is supposed to bring joy and be a great creative outlet for me;
but unfortunately, it has become the exact opposite.
I will finish up any custom work (including those on the waitlist),
and I will finish up the remaining 2 charity DP's that I owe.
After I close my custom shop, I will post my final premade batch.
It's been an interesting 2 years, but I'm ready for something different.
There has to be more to my life than sitting at a computer
and being unhappy.
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Y'ALL ARE TRYING TO MAKE ME CRY. STOP IT.
Thank you guys so much for taking the time to write something to me. I loved being on GASR and making art for you guys; but somewhere along the way, I forgot why I wanted to be an artist. Instead of loving what I do, I became an art factory. Forgetting to eat and not leaving the house for days at a time. I pushed myself, thinking that if I just got a little better, then I'd feel happy again. After taking a few weeks to figure out what was happening to me, I realized I completely relapsed into my depression. I pushed myself too far and too hard for months. I have every intention of being an artist. but not this way. Someday I hope I can come back and show everyone who I really am. My one real regret is that I didn't try harder to make friends here.
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goodbye, or see you later?
I wanted to write out everything and explain some things,
but I decided it's best to get to the point.
I will no longer be on GASR after January.
I've worked really hard to become a better artist,
but I don't feel like this is working for me anymore.
Art is supposed to bring joy and be a great creative outlet for me;
but unfortunately, it has become the exact opposite.
I will finish up any custom work (including those on the waitlist),
and I will finish up the remaining 2 charity DP's that I owe.
After I close my custom shop, I will post my final premade batch.
It's been an interesting 2 years, but I'm ready for something different.
There has to be more to my life than sitting at a computer
and being unhappy.
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goodbye, or see you later?
I wanted to write out everything and explain some things,
but I decided it's best to get to the point.
I will no longer be on GASR after January.
I've worked really hard to become a better artist,
but I don't feel like this is working for me anymore.
Art is supposed to bring joy and be a great creative outlet for me;
but unfortunately, it has become the exact opposite.
I will finish up any custom work (including those on the waitlist),
and I will finish up the remaining 2 charity DP's that I owe.
After I close my custom shop, I will post my final premade batch.
It's been an interesting 2 years, but I'm ready for something different.
There has to be more to my life than sitting at a computer
and being unhappy.
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NEW PORTRAIT UP FOR SALE
Go to my shop to purchase!
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WIP for the next portrait premade!
<3
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WIP for the next portrait premade!
<3
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Hello pretty people!
So let's talk about something.
I pretty much only make DP's.
I don't feel like I'm making much growth as far as art goes,
so I'm going to be stepping away from exclusively making DP's.
It's going to be pretty experimental, but I'm going to start making full-size art again.
My style of art won't be consistent, but I hope that you guys will continue to support me
as an artist.
I just want to continue growing, even if that means I have to scrap everything I know
and start over.
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Hello pretty people!
So let's talk about something.
I pretty much only make DP's.
I don't feel like I'm making much growth as far as art goes,
so I'm going to be stepping away from exclusively making DP's.
It's going to be pretty experimental, but I'm going to start making full-size art again.
My style of art won't be consistent, but I hope that you guys will continue to support me
as an artist.
I just want to continue growing, even if that means I have to scrap everything I know
and start over.
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Hello pretty people!
So let's talk about something.
I pretty much only make DP's.
I don't feel like I'm making much growth as far as art goes,
so I'm going to be stepping away from exclusively making DP's.
It's going to be pretty experimental, but I'm going to start making full-size art again.
My style of art won't be consistent, but I hope that you guys will continue to support me
as an artist.
I just want to continue growing, even if that means I have to scrap everything I know
and start over.
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SHOULD I MAKE YOUTUBE TUTORIALS OR HAVE LIVE ART SESSIONS ON TWITCH?
@Baylie inspired me to make some tutorials, but I want to know the best way
to go about it.
I think livestreaming some art sessions would be cool because you guys could ask questions.
but youtube videos would allow you to watch them repeatedly.
(can you record livestream sessions? o_0 probably. i gotta learn how)
Comment below and let me know what you think!
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SHOULD I MAKE YOUTUBE TUTORIALS OR HAVE LIVE ART SESSIONS ON TWITCH?
@Baylie inspired me to make some tutorials, but I want to know the best way
to go about it.
I think livestreaming some art sessions would be cool because you guys could ask questions.
but youtube videos would allow you to watch them repeatedly.
(can you record livestream sessions? o_0 probably. i gotta learn how)
Comment below and let me know what you think!
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SHOULD I MAKE YOUTUBE TUTORIALS OR HAVE LIVE ART SESSIONS ON TWITCH?
@Baylie inspired me to make some tutorials, but I want to know the best way
to go about it.
I think livestreaming some art sessions would be cool because you guys could ask questions.
but youtube videos would allow you to watch them repeatedly.
(can you record livestream sessions? o_0 probably. i gotta learn how)
Comment below and let me know what you think!
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Hi my loves!
I'm feeling good enough to start drawing daily again.
(depression + flu = unhappy jurns)
There's currently a Christmas/Winter themed batch in the making that
I plan to have uploaded on Saturday night, so keep your eye out!
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I really wanna be more active on IMVU but I get way too frustrated
trying to furnish a room and then don't
go online for 3 months lmfao
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I really wanna be more active on IMVU but I get way too frustrated
trying to furnish a room and then don't
go online for 3 months lmfao
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Cheap DPs!
Check my shop for prices :D
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HELLO MY PRETTY LITTLE GHOULS.
IT'S YA GIRL, JURNS.
I need some people to volunteer for something.
I need some examples for my "Repaint" DP's in my custom shop.
So the first 3 people to comment on this post will be my volunteers!
By "repaint", I'm talking about Screenie Repaints.
You have to have high-quality screenies for me to choose from and I'll paint them in whatever theme you like.
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HELLO MY PRETTY LITTLE GHOULS.
IT'S YA GIRL, JURNS.
I need some people to volunteer for something.
I need some examples for my "Repaint" DP's in my custom shop.
So the first 3 people to comment on this post will be my volunteers!
By "repaint", I'm talking about Screenie Repaints.
You have to have high-quality screenies for me to choose from and I'll paint them in whatever theme you like.
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Thanks guys!
I will be looking for volunteers again soon for my "Redo DP's" section of my shop!
but you have to have bought a DP from me before to be able to volunteer :D
(The DP has to be at least 3 months old!)
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HELLO MY PRETTY LITTLE GHOULS.
IT'S YA GIRL, JURNS.
I need some people to volunteer for something.
I need some examples for my "Repaint" DP's in my custom shop.
So the first 3 people to comment on this post will be my volunteers!
By "repaint", I'm talking about Screenie Repaints.
You have to have high-quality screenies for me to choose from and I'll paint them in whatever theme you like.
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HELLO MY PRETTY LITTLE GHOULS.
IT'S YA GIRL, JURNS.
I need some people to volunteer for something.
I need some examples for my "Repaint" DP's in my custom shop.
So the first 3 people to comment on this post will be my volunteers!
By "repaint", I'm talking about Screenie Repaints.
You have to have high-quality screenies for me to choose from and I'll paint them in whatever theme you like.
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@Wrath @ConsteIIation Thanks loves! Go ahead and PM me some screenies to choose from! <3
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I have been trying to paint all day, and my brain is just not having it. I feel like I forgot how to draw........
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This is me right now. T_T I'm having serious art block.
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Posting some DP's tomorrow night!
8PM Eastern Time.
btw, how are you all doing today?
I'm dying from the heat right now.
I'm about two seconds away from taking an ice bath.
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Hey guys, I'm posting DP's soon and I just have a couple things to say:
I love you guys!
and also, if you can help it, please try not to put something on hold if you won't be able to buy it.
I'm struggling with money at the moment u_u
I know we all are, honestly. xD
but I have to move out in 13 days and I need as much money as possible.
thank you ^_^
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Hey guys, I'm posting DP's soon and I just have a couple things to say:
I love you guys!
and also, if you can help it, please try not to put something on hold if you won't be able to buy it.
I'm struggling with money at the moment u_u
I know we all are, honestly. xD
but I have to move out in 13 days and I need as much money as possible.
thank you ^_^